It's like pain, this pleasure.

“It was like fate was out to make me do everything I'd ever sworn I wouldn't in …”

“It was like someone had died- like I had died. Because it had been more than ju…”

“Do you think I'll ever be better at this?" I wondered, mostly to myself. "That …”

“Honestly, Edward." I felt a thrill go through me as I said his name, and I hate…”