I was not a doper, I told myself - I just injected myself to recover and needed pills to sleep.

“The past is as important as the future, but we only live in the here and now.”

“What an idiot I'd been. What a spoilt brat. What a bloody fool.”

“It was ridiculous really. I had just won a major race despite not being in top …”

“The manner in which one loses the battle can sometimes outshine the victory.”