The need to go astray, to be destroyed, is an extremely private, distant, passionate, turbulent truth.

“Incredible nervous state, trepidation beyond words: to be this much in love is …”

“To others, the universe seems decent because decent people have gelded eyes. Th…”

“And, writing to you, I know that I cannot speak to you, but there is no way of …”

“The chaos of the mind cannot constitute a reply to the providence of the univer…”