I'm soooooo greedy. Is that wrong?

“Maria: You're so sweet. And the lies you tell are sweet too. You put a lovely s…”

“I'd started to believe...that there was a fundamental gap between who I am and …”

“I will believe.I will believe!It's scary...but I have to do it. If I believe, m…”

“I'm trying to shine in front of the girl I like. So don't get in my way!”